You are what you read and, in my case, that’s immeasurably better than if ‘you are what you eat’ were true! But we won’t go there – improvements to my diet remain consigned to my To Do List.
What follows is another list – a list of writers who changed my life and made me into a person – and a writer – that I am. That’s not to say that I am even a fraction as good as they are, but thanks to them, I am a hundred times better than I could ever be without them.
Travelling back in time to my childhood, I find myself in a place where no-one has ever been before: an other-worldly place, somewhere in the centre of the earth or perhaps on the Moon. I read all there was to read of Jules Verne and I believed in everything he said because he had made me realise that if I could imagine it than it had to be real. He taught me to live dangerously and never ever settle on a life inside the square.
I was a teenager when that brooding man left his mark on my soul. He had burnt into it. He didn’t take prisoners in his writing – it was raw, touching every nerve, uncompromising. It was clear to me that every internal battle he described in his prose he knew intimately, and, by God, he had fought many demons in his day! His moodiness would rub off the places and the characters he evoked so vividly in his writing. His world was eerie, thick with suspense, haunting. He taught me to bare my soul, to never give in to embarrassment, to drag into the light all that delicious evil, and fear, and doubt that a writer should not dare to ignore.
She swooped into my life in my twenties. No, let’s rephrase that: it was I who entered her world. And what a world it was! An ancient world that existed outside time and matter, populated by beings not quite human and yet brimming with humanity, worthy of redemption despite their unspeakable sins. The supernatural was the reality, believable and deeply rooted in human psyche. Anne Rice showed me that settings had to be made of thoughts and people, of depths of meaning rather than descriptions. Places had to live and breathe, not be merely put on display.
I matured with Ruth Rendell. Under her tutelage, I explored the darkest recesses of human nature whilst at the same time discovering – to my surprise – its redeeming features: the vulnerability behind a crime, the reasons for insanity, the logics of obsession. Ruth Rendell taught me to understand my characters and never to judge them. They are who they are; it’s not their fault – not entirely… I know now to just let them be.
With all that angst and darkness, you need a friend. Agatha Christie’s mysteries provided some light – cosy – relief. Hercule Poirot and Miss Marple became family members. We were solving crimes while sipping lemon tea and knitting mittens. All would be well, criminals exposed and their motives unpicked. And the world would go one, regardless. Agatha Christie taught me to like my characters, to find what we had in common and cherish it.
Oh such a fab list of favourite writers. I have not read Anne Rice or Joseph Conrad, that I can recall. I have read so many books throughout my life, I have often found myself a few chapters into a book to suddenly have it dawn on me, that I’ve read it before. Mixed feelings then; sorrow at not finding a new book read, and joy that I can continue reading an old long lost friend. The other writers listed are some of my favourites too. Lovely piece and I love the look of your site. Looks very classy. 🙂
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Thank you, Jane. It happened to me, too: started a book and 1/3 into it realised it was familiar! Then you just get on with it and discover new things about it.
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I know. That is what comes of reading so many books. I am terrible remembering them. But then again, I love to read some of them over and over again. x
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“You are what you read,” is a thought we have in common, a bit scary, funny, and even mysteriously paradoxical. I too like many of the authors you mentioned. I would add Mark Twain’s Tom Sawyer and Huck Finn and all things Arthur Conan Doyle as good boy books.
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Oh yes! Mark Twain! I loved Tom Sawyer. I bought it for my daughter but I think she found the language to antiquated to persevere with it. And of course, who could forget Sherlock Holmes! Thank you for your comment.
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This is a wonderful piece and I enjoyed a peep in to your life. I too am an avid reader and I believe we all start books and find we have already read them, but isn’t it fun to read? It would be devastating to me if I found I was unable to read. My husband swears I would read labels if I did not have a book handy. Audio books are fine but I prefer the old fashion way. Writing is equal enjoyment however, frustrating at times. I truly feel you have to be an avid reader to be a great writer but you do not have to be a great writer to be an avid reader. Good luck in your writing career and God bless.
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Thank you so much for your comment. You’re so right! Sometimes when I find myself in the bath with no book in sight, I read shampoo bottles labels!
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